This October will take over nostalgic ideas about romance but music will be passionately on top of your interests, so you will never lose balance. A choice must be made about it.
Neptune in these times of danger suggests to do always multiple cut-copy-paste actions in multiple documents to make sure you never lose your ideas, as you have already experienced. It sucks. You hate to lose what you’ve just written, mainly because you can’t rewrite the exact same words.
The Moon would also advice you to stay focused on writing poetry rather than chasing his approval, and you still think you can love him. He is a male seeking sex while you are a dugong seeking heat. Go grab an expensive edition of Borges’s work and enjoy it instead.